when you feel alone..

Hey guys.

Very quickly my day:

#ootd

Rocking my new 'LUCKY' jersey top with bangles from different places. The biggest green and brown one is from topshop(they had a sale).

Loving the shirt and the necklace(from topshop!) :D

Made a new friend, Ashley!! <333333

Welcome to the family :)

Let's htht for a moment.

Everyone has their own fears and struggles right?

Well my biggest battle in this life, is fear.

And, one of the bigger fears that i'm struggling in, but not giving up in, is my school life.

For some reason, i just fear school a lot. 

Okay i know all you students have the same 'fear' and stuff cos studying is like hell to most of us.

But my kind of fear is not a typical teenage fear. I really take a lot of courage to go to school everyday and survive through it with a renewed mind everyday.

Do you know how that feels?

When i tried looking for someone who  understands, they tell me, "why you think so much? every body just go to sch without thinking. if you just want to pon sch for fun then just say." "why can you be normal like everyone else and go to sch in peace?"

This, i feel, is a very lonely path to walk on.

Especially when nobody seems to understand.

And, to those who are reading this, if you feel the same way i do, i mean like really the kind of phobia fear,

here's to a victorious year ahead. From the bottom of my heart.

This is not a rant, to make things clear. I just want to be there for those who seem to be walking this path and fighting the war alone.. 

I know how it feels to have nobody understand what you go thru.

My heart reaches out to you.

And for those who are not going thru something like that, please take a look around, and care for someone today.

Ask them how they are really feeling inside.

And understand them to the best of your abilities. Dont judge them.

I think the world needs that today. Someone who understands.

In the previous post i mentioned about the compliments and encouragements that people gave me, despite not being around a lot. 

And they have no idea, how that made my day. just no idea how much those small actions can mean to me. 

So, you NEVER KNOW. When you can impact someone today. :)

stand up for love yo :)

Haha okay i know this is very random to post a cover now in this post,

but i really want to cos i was so happy to read a comment by Qurisyna that she enjoyed it. :) It made my smile to myself like an idiot.

Here it is :)

Because Of You - Ne Yo (Cover)