Being beautiful

Hey y'all! <3

Haven't been posting for a while now, i apologise ><

Apparently there's something in my heart and i just want to share it so that maybe you girls out there can identify with me :)

Firstly, what's been going on:

Was basically hangin out with these crazy bunch who literally spammed pictures of themselves on my poor iphone. It ended up with 100+ photos after the spam -.-"

Left: Lawrence

Right: Adrian

Well then these are my recent instagram photos:

Do follow me on Instagram if you havent! ;)

Right here ->> estherlo96

And today.....

Met this precious soul at j.co to settle some IMPORTANT stuffs. 

Really enjoyed myself with her today :)

Now for the main course, I think in every girl, there's a desire to want to look good. To be beautiful more specifically. So i found myself looking at others, and comparing myself with them a lot recently. We've got pretty good looking gals as local bloggers(i'm sure y'all know who are they), as models, and many more (you'd be hurt to discover). And every time i come into some kind of 'contact' with these people, i look at myself and begin to feel inferior, that i'm nothing, and i'm just nothing more than average.

I'm so imperfect in so many ways! 

And I get more and more conscious about my 1000 and 1 imperfections when i continue to compare myself with the people the world calls beautiful. And no matter how much i try, it isnt worth it. I'd just spend my life trying to be 'someone'. I dont want to waste my life.

It is not worth it being jealous/envious of someone else who doesnt have what you have!

Its a terrible feeling really. And i know, as the cliche goes, 

"you are perfect, just the way you are."

Followed by all the mainstream songs that talk about this. 

Just The Way You Are, Little Things.

Not that i dont believe in that, just that in reality, people can be famous overnight cos of their looks, and those who didnt make it, would automatically be considered average, or even worse. Isn't that true? 

And after feeling so insecure, we find so many ways to match up to the standards of this society. I dont blame anyone who feels this way. Who doesnt want to be well known these days? But its just so sad that more 'beautiful' people gets more attention, favor, respect.

And I just dont want to stay here, it this pit where i feel so sorry for myself. Its really as dumb as it sounds. Girls,

You deserve to know that you're really beautiful. Each and every one of you.

And i would also like to say, girls, its not wrong to want to look good. Definitely. 

As much as most girls make an effort to groom themselves, i also know some who don't even have the courage to do so because they're afraid of judgment. But i want to set you free, and say that it isn't wrong, and no one is going to point fingers at you for trying. Just, dont loose yourself in the process. Don't go too far. These little desires can in the end bring harm if its not kept at the value that it should be.

I think the happiest girls are the most beautiful ones. 

I hope this post is like a breath of fresh air for you :)

Recent Favs:

Songs

Its a Beautiful Day - Michael Buble

Didn't Stand A Chance - Travis Garland

Snacks

Julie's peanut butter biscuit!

TimTam

Makeup

Maybeline's BB watergel

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@Esther_LAYS